I got jolted awake from nothing and I just laid there trying to go back to sleep but ended up having so many thoughts in my head I decided to just wake up and hope for the very best for work today (ten-hour shift *cues horror movie soundtrack*) and I thought..
I'll be 20 in 2 years.
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2 years is not a short period of time. Neither is it long. Am I actually ready for adulthood (what is considered adulthood anyway) and to take on responsibilities that all mature people need to take. Do I really want to be worrying about $ always? (Ok actually I already am)
As I turn 18 in a few days, let me just take a few moments to think of the achievements I've made...
Oh look! I can't think of any.
Unless you regard watching about 200 over films in a year an achievement then I guess I'm really good at it. (Although I can tell you that I wasn't paying attention to at least twenty films). I need to go look upon my life and maybe do a 'before I turn 21' checklist then I'll get back to you guys.
P/S: While people my age around the world are achieving great things (eg: being pregnant) I'll continue to sit here at my lovely red Ikea roller chair and watch more TV than an average adult
#denial
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